Every day I find myself looking at my phone and wishing I could see my brother’s number light up just one more time. I still cry wondering how he died. Was he able to breathe? I hope he knew I loved him. My heart still breaks that he like all…
In ordinary times I avoid hospitals and Doctor’s offices as much as possible. It’s no secret that hospitals are the worst place to be. I remember my Doctor telling me that after surgery years ago. “This is the worst place to be”. Right before the COVID-19 crisis first began in…
Friends and family are dying People everywhere are crying When will it end Is the government lying Some wear a mask Some want to fight Afraid of losing their rights Can’t buy a cure Can’t buy a hug Not even a mask Staying healthy is a task Dreams on hold …
Here in New York City where everyone is still under a “shelter in place” order and everything is still closed except for the necessities like supermarkets, I wanted to talk to someone who has been working the front lines albeit in a different way, every single day: my nephew Jim. Where do you work?…
As I write this over 10,000 long term care facility residents have passed away from COVID-19 in the U.S.A. (source ABC news).In N.Y.S. well over 3000 have passed away from COVID-19. My brother was one of them. Each day I tune in to our Governor’s press conference to see if…
Dear Mom,It’s me Karen but you already know that. You may have forgotten a lot but you know me and I’m so very grateful for that. So many people who have Alzheimer’s Disease don’t recognize or remember their loved ones. I know you don’t know how sick you are or…
Everything I ever thought of when I thought of primary progressive multiple sclerosis is coming true. The stiffness. The not being able to walk very well or very far. The inability to stand for any length of time. The aching legs and leg cramps. The stiff hands that make it…
Having spent a lot of time visiting my Mom in health care facilities this past month and no flu shot, I’m always trying my best to avoid catching something. Let’s face it, even the cleanest facilities are one big ventilated petri dish. I choose to wear a mask because there is…
My dear old dog You bring me comfort and peace Your loyalty and love never cease My faithful friend Time & again you’ve helped me mend Never leaving my side Wagging your tail & smiling wide They say you’re just a dog You’re so much more A privilege & never…
Two weeks ago on a Monday afternoon I had lunch with my Mom. After lunch she went to watch television and take a nap like she always does. A little while later she made a loud noise. A loud noise isn’t exactly out of the ordinary only this sounded different and…